Take That...I Beat You
Woohoo...I have the good old computer running again. It just took some tinkering. It was the BIOS and I did spank it.. Good and hard that is.

Well, I was talking to a friend of mine Honi yesterday, while sticking, sorting and messing around with labels for art event postcards, when she provoked my thought processes... It is strange how someone who you know so casually can sometimes make you think so much. She made me think about how I am really and truly lost here in Humboldt county...More on this later.

She also made me think about love, life and the small things that we all must go through. I hope that this friendship will deepen. It is always hard to have good friends (and just friends) who are women because that damn sex thing almost always seems to pop up (pun intended). In this situation we are spared that pain, Honi is married.

San Francisco was a success, sort of. I am tired of people mucking around with my business, you know fucking my plans up. This is an increasing trend in my life and I am fucking pissed off about it. I just can't stand when you have something in your mind as the way you want to do something and then someone changes it all or tries to change parts of and it just serves to mess everything up. Who thinks I should just go become a hermit?

On a side note, I am also fed up with people who do not have a backbone. Come on people don't be chicken shits here grow a BUCKING backbone. I am not naming names. heh heh protecting the guilty.

I have stopped writing. I got sick again..Somehow. It really isn't bad, my doctor says he thinks it is a allergy. In all fairness that's what I told him I thought it was so... Anyway, I am just feeling really lethargic and I don't really want to do anything. I haven't been to the gym in forever and I think I might have lost the small gains I made, oh well. I always have more time don't I, wait I forgot about my 3 month deal *rolls eyes* -sigh- oh well.

Hopefully, in the near future I will be able to start writing again at least in a small fashion. I know I just said I started writing again, shit these things go in cycles. Talk to me in a few days I will probably be blabbering about some new fascinating idea about something that would make a great film.

.film

On the subject of film, I almost went and saw The Dreamers down in the bay area, looks really sexy. Did I mention it is French and NC-17, perfect for Erin. I will probably rent it, maybe with K.

.random.thoughts

I just came across this Picture. I think it is really cool. The picture really couldn't be called pornography (no genitals in action)and it couldn't be called a picture without emotion, yet it moves me nonetheless. I don't exactly know how but it does.


.music

wow, I know I haven't posted a blog lately so I think I need a change of obsession. I am currently addicted to "The Unforgiven II" by Metallica. I have just become (again), as of this second, addicted to "Rape Me" by Nirvana. I dedicate this song to that special someone.

I have found I am like Isaac Gershwin of Gershwin & Gershwin (composers of music in the 1930) I am in love with someone; however I don't know who she is.

.fuckupdate

I am thinking of inviting K down to the city in a couple of weekends from now; I think she would enjoy it and I know I would enjoy it. All you of people who are not from the bay area, the city is San Francisco.

Also in the fuckupdate, I miss S, actually I miss both the Ss. Yah there were two of them. One this year and one last, both had great breasts. Okay that was mildly shallow I know but I still like them. No, we didn't break up or anything that was probably because with both Ss we never actually went out it was more of a fucking (making love) thing. The I am speaking about now is the S of this year. It is funny how things turn out.

I am becoming more vocal in my sexploits (at least blog wise), hee hee. Honi said that's what people REALLY want to read about. Are you getting enough Honi? Just kidding.

I did promise lots of gratuitous sex didn't I?

.attraction

This is a new little sub-heading, I just thought I would share with you, my readers, the chicks who I am attracted to at this moment.

Well there is this really hot blonde in my Music 12 (popular music circa 1950) class who I am thinking of hitting on. I just noticed her, maybe she is new or something. It is awesome, she has style without dressing slutty. Working on that connection eh?

Hey, I always have to be thinking about at least three chicks (women) at the same time or I feel weird.

.nude.people.rawk

I borrowed the sub-title from inna, I am not paying you royalties, just playing. Anyway, I went around most of last Sunday (March 27th) without pants on, just boxers and damn was it fun. Some friends and I went to the beach, multiple stores and the casino and to all of these places we went: me without pants, oh ya. I am thinking of starting a trend: all boxers, all the time.

Honi says she will pay me $10 if I come to the College of the Redwoods in just boxers for an entire day, sounds like a good deal to me. The whole Sunday boxers only experience was fucking awesome; I will be doing it a lot more often. I heard it is sexi, like Porsches.

Brought to you by: Erin and The Committee to Enforce Mandatory Masturbation. Everyone should love themselves every once and a while.
- posted by Erin @ 7:48 PM |